write rachel, write.
thats what i tell myself.
breathe rachel. inhale. exhale too.
SCATTERED THOUGHTS.. NO RHYME OR REASON. THIS IS A WARNING….
sometimes
i fucking hate the ‘institution of family’
whatever that was supposed to be.
im sure ive gotten better glimpses. where did i hide those memories?
what is family? family is self denial, not in the healthy sense. family is pressure. family is stress. family just sucks ass. they always know how to make you feel the worst about yourself. they never try to understand but just stand and judge. their verdicts unfair and they watch you fall.
im better. im ok.
* sigh *
left foot. right foot. left foot. right foot.
break.
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